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After a few weeks, I started hiding under my dad's desk (he was the pastor) until he was in a pew and service started so he couldn't touch me.
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When I told some of the older women he made me uncomfortable, they said he made them uncomfortable too, but no one ever did anything. "I was around 8 or even younger when this creepy older man from my church started coming in, and it escalated from him hugging me and kissing my forehead (which I already disliked) to telling me he loved me, hugging me until I said it back, and kissing me ON THE LIPS. Otherwise, he was ready to make the two-hour drive!"ģ8. Thank goodness my mom stopped him, but my dad definitely called and ripped him a new one. I didn’t even process how awful he was being because I was more upset about not getting the money back, which I was relying on to help pay for my new place. "I left confused and angry, then immediately called my dad. He said the girl who lived above me used to have sex with him once a week for rent discounts and that maybe we could 'work something out' to get my deposit back." Pets were allowed on our lease with an extra $200 deposit, which I initiated and paid once I received permission to get said cat. As we were finishing up, he broke it to me that he wouldn’t be giving me my security deposit back because he knew I had a cat. My landlord did my final walk-through, and everything looked good. I power-cleaned my apartment, leaving it in better condition than I found it. I had just moved out of my first apartment in the 'big city' and was excited to move on to the next chapter of my life.
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"It definitely wasn’t the first time, but it’s a time I’ll never forget.